Imagine. Just for a few minutes that your life is about to end. You are lying down on your bed and about to breath your last breathe. How do you feel?
As your life passes across your mind how do those memories feel? Do you see any familiar faces? Do you feel happy with your life? Or do you feel any regrets? Would you change anything?
Whenever you feel uncertain about your direction in life, just do this for a few minutes. It will clarify what you really want to do, who you want to do it with and why you want to do it.
Don't wait to die to see what you really really want. Do it now. Imagine your life.